... that'll be me that will. Funny whenever I see myself in the mirror there is a slightly different person looking back to the one I was expecting to - do you ever find this? The one in the mirror is a couple of years older than me, a few pounds heavier than, not as toned as me, has more grey in the beard than me... etc. Self-image - it isn't that I have a wildly out of step self image but it certainly isn't 100% in tune with reality!!! Today I can laugh at myself about these things, begin to accept the inevitable process of ageing and just get on with it. I tell you the best thing though - the guy in the mirror is able to look me in the eye these days. Honestly for years in the back end of the drinking I was so ashamed of myself that I couldn't look myself in the eye, let alone anyone else - only time I did do that with anyone else it was in a drunken aggressive manner. "Comfortable in your own skin" - I remember hearing that phrase (at least the fi...