Thanks to my friend DeeJay for pointing this out to me - it was on a BBC2 show. An excellent summary of alcoholism I changed because I have the sickness of alcoholism, alcoholism doesn't come in bottles it comes in people. You should have seen me. I drank for happiness and became unhappy; I drank for joy and became miserable. I drank to be out-going and became self-centred; I drank for sociability and became argumentative and lonely; I drank for sophistication and became crude and obnoxious. I drank for friendship and made enemies, I drank to soften sorrow and wallowed in self-pity; I drank for sleep and awakened without rest. I drank for strength and felt weak. I drank for masculinity and it sapped my potency; I drank medicinally and got sick. I drank because I thought my job called for it and lost my job. I drank to stimulate thought and blacked out. I drank to make conversation and got to where I couldn't talk at all; I drank to forget and became haunted. I drank for freedom...
Furtheron,
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to come and say hello. While I see you all about the internet I have taken no time to get to know you. I was wondering why? My conclusion: I listen to very little music (I know, I know.... crazy) I just wanted you to know that I have read through your blog a bit and have enjoyed learning of you. I have read your comments on others' blogs as well and appreciate your no-nonsense approach to recovery. Refreshing and affirming. Lisa